Fan's Labyrinth

As suggested by google...

Autumn in New York is so lovely.

眼前仿佛被装上了蓝色透明的滤镜。面前是蓝色的古堡，依傍着长满蓝色植物的山，淅沥沥的小雨，给山上涂了层雾。进入古堡的庭院，四周被高大的砖石环绕，无家可归的小朋友们在草地上跑。水珠不停的从屋檐上滑下来。

小学生的时候捧着书本，咿咿呀呀的念：

人，要赶快生活。

十年前读的觉得励志的文字，现在看着却觉得惨烈，仿佛是在易水河边挥袖一呼之后，突然回过了神来，想起了那些错过了经过了的，胡闹的美好的时光。

只是当时已惘然。

So...I finally got the chance to hear what happens at the other end of the phone...

(guy with British accent) I don't know what's happening to you people. Somebody has just been putting me on hold for 3 minutes. Where is XXX?

(me) I'm sorry but he is not in the office today. Can I take a message for him?

(guy)Screw you. (he hung up on the phone)

(me)....

(girl who put him on hold for 3 min) don't worry about him. he will get over it.

额。。。就算受了一回锻炼吧。。。

Don't worry, be happy, stay positive...

It's babies season (and Halloween, and election day break)...four weeks after my boss had a baby boy, the girl who has been sitting next to me is expecting a baby girl this weekend. Everyday my boss's boss will pop up at her best friend's desk and be like, 'still no babies?'...I could imagine him saying this in the exact same way, 'still no office bagels?'...ft...

...Oh and we had an office Halloween costume contest...

my boss's boss: so what's up Tim, nice costume! - Tim's wearing a blue shirt and black pants, as he does every Friday.

...And the week before last week we had a fire drill on the 29th floor (our office is on the 30th floor)...

my boss to my boss's boss: be careful Tom, your shoes are on fire!

...And whenever there's pizza:

everybody to each other: yea! we have office pizza today...make sure to grab one before they run out!

...Come on guys, it's just pizza.

Life is a black box full of pizza. You put your hand into it and sometimes, you get a Hawaiian and go, 'yea!!' sometimes you get chili and go, '(grasps)...water....' sometimes you get one that's burnt and smells really bad. But you always eat your pizza. No matter how bad it is, you are lucky because you are still alive and kicking...and eating pizza. When it can't get worse, you know the next one's gonna be better. And, further more, when you live in a school dorm and it is Halloween, you've got Halloween candies hanging up on your door...

So I was writing a paper and then I discovered...google doesn't have a corporate website. When you search google, it is the search engine page that came up. and when you google finance it, it is a really simple page integrated into the google finance platform...almost like a private firm that exists but you don't really know where it is. I just thought it's kinda interesting...

There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

I dreamed a dream in days gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

Life begins on the other side of despair...then maybe we should learn to love despair

我在飞驰于哈德逊河边的计程车上看着纽约又一个美丽的秋天的傍晚。精致如昨晚看的霍格瓦茨的傍晚。夕阳是因为接近黄昏才格外美好。这也是为什么史诗都是悲剧。

得到的，失去的，破碎了的还是完好无损的美好，都只是装在玻璃瓶罐罐里的回忆而已。